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| This is another chance to break away into the distance the chains that hold you slowly drift away...Slowly disappering.. and when you notice it was his arms holding you...and your all on your own...you think to yourself this is it all that i get... All my pushing and running have got me to this point.... | | |
| Dont call dont write.... I dont want to hear your excuse this time..... | | |
| joshuaxarson: just be my shoulder to cry on an scream out my heart
joshuaxarson: please speak i need your guidence
XiamfashioncoreX: you can search the heavens adn search the stars but happiness leie withing the heart
XiamfashioncoreX: speak to me child of the night
joshuaxarson: she stood in the middle of the road
XiamfashioncoreX: indeed
joshuaxarson: a fork which lead to former loves and a love in the moment and she only seen black in white to her former love and a colored spectical as a fomer
joshuaxarson: she wrote to him He said he loved me,
but he had some where to go.
XiamfashioncoreX: so far so good
joshuaxarson: what shall i do?
XiamfashioncoreX: break the fork, and become the knife, for a knife is a straight line that divides between love and lust
joshuaxarson: cutthe road which leads her to him but how? but how i can not take there friendship from her embrace
XiamfashioncoreX: friendship is a bond only broken with time distance and space, not to be broken but hindered
joshuaxarson: to hinder? I could never she would turn to me with anger in her eyes and cast me away
XiamfashioncoreX: then truthful and honest, feelings must be presented to the table or truth, lay all souls to honesty and be grateful for friendship
XiamfashioncoreX: only time will tell the truths the etes dont believe
XiamfashioncoreX: eyes(
joshuaxarson: I she the hurt in her eyes of former lovers and she has ties greater then diamonds holding them together
XiamfashioncoreX: daimonds are not broken but other diamonds can be stonger than others, to create a diamond takes time and patience
XiamfashioncoreX: the larger the mass of coal to create such a spectical the larger the daimond, become the biggest mass and create the largest diamond, and win the heart of she who seeks the fortune
joshuaxarson: but what of time kind sir....what of her feet moving fast away to fortunes found in past accurances
XiamfashioncoreX: prove to her time, is worth waiting, let her know, that the future is the way to go, adn that living in the past cause past grievences to come again and again and only looking forward will bring forth new happiness and forthfound kinsmenship
joshuaxarson: to tell her ears of such knowledge would make her think i was misleading
XiamfashioncoreX: how so good fellow
joshuaxarson: I know her path might be a spectical but in the dying of light winters brezze will freeze the beauty and kill of the beauty
joshuaxarson: would she believemy lips over his
XiamfashioncoreX: well good sire i tell you this, feeling are feelings felt by those who love and those who hate, there is no way to hinder someone feeling directly, nor is there a way to make someone feel seomthing for you, honesty is the only truth in life, those of the female origin have seomtihgn no knight, nor warrior, no magicina or alchemist, no king or ruler will understand, but we shalt always bow down to it, for they do hold the key of power that we shalt forth call the mighty VAGINA which in turn makes them..... crazy
joshuaxarson: you speal the truth kind knight i bow in her grace and embrace her for i have feelings of her farther then eye can see farther then this universe can reach and i shall try to reach into her heart and embrace her heart between my hands
XiamfashioncoreX: and indeed it is a mighty task, for the beast is kinder than the heart of truth and indeed i have faith in your young kinsmen, and your knightship is granted in that, in high regards you shal be held for understanding is the God of love and mercy adn your efforts shall come out victorious, for no matter what the outcome, the sun shall always shine upon the grazing grass of the mighty hill another day and the darkness of the castle will be lifted once again
joshuaxarson: but what of a kingdom with out love? would the dying of the light take me over into thinking of horrible things
XiamfashioncoreX: darkness will come and go but the sun shall only fade for the night, and when the sun dies out for good, the starts shall shine bright enough to guide your way through the darkness adn once again the kingdom will be peacful again, and you sire shall be humble and at pease with yourself and in love with a lass
joshuaxarson: you speak of love being mutipule but love comes once in a life time
XiamfashioncoreX: indeed that is not true, altought believed to be so, it comes and goes, but true love comes only rarely
joshuaxarson: you speak the truth if this is love then she would embrace me the same wy i embrace her
XiamfashioncoreX: indeed sire, forthright if love it true with both, but love for one is not always returned and that indeed is a truth or sadness
joshuaxarson: a sadness indeed and i shall accept that to be or not to be
XiamfashioncoreX: acceptance adn tolerance are to differetn things, for to accept seomting is to be defeated by the dragon but to tolerate it is simply to keep the beast at bay and that sir is mercy
joshuaxarson: I shall have tolerance and have mercy
XiamfashioncoreX: and to that the world shal yeild its grace upon you in this day of new morrow
joshuaxarson: and the world will stop to she of such mercy such beauty called love
XiamfashioncoreX: love is a mystery that only a child with a pure heart shall understand, and all of those with tainted soul will search forever for, but only can love the mystery
joshuaxarson: do you think i am pure of heart kind sir?
XiamfashioncoreX: no one but children are pure of heart for the world and living has taken our innocense in pure daylight
joshuaxarson: i have lost my innocense to lust but i have no lust on my lips with are lips conec she makes me quiver at the sight of her deep brown eyes and tremble at her lushes eyees
joshuaxarson: lips soory
XiamfashioncoreX: life will be as it shall be
joshuaxarson: it shall be and time stops for no one
XiamfashioncoreX: indeed my friend, indeed
joshuaxarson: i shall let my feet move me to graze apon othe grasses
XiamfashioncoreX: lightness and swiftness may not always be the way, keep in mind the cows graze all day, but never do you see them look down because they are sad, but only to feed and thus forth they are never unsatisfied, simply graze for lengths and keep your eyes open for what your heart may feed upon
joshuaxarson: I wish not to graze apon them but in search of someone to fill my heart with happiness... i would never give my heart away to just lust
XiamfashioncoreX: indeed and tahts why the cow is never discontent for it only bows its head to feed, and for the heart fuels on love and there for you shall only yeild your head to such
joshuaxarson: I shall not bow to lust not to give away my heart to such a sin
joshuaxarson: I bed you a good night kind sir
XiamfashioncoreX: and as well to you kinsmen
joshuaxarson: and thank you for your ears and shoulders and may your words guide me to better days an time
joshuaxarson: I bed thee a goodnight
XiamfashioncoreX: and thus forth you sahll do the same for me friend, and indeed youknow, i am not magician and no alchemist but i shall always be here forthright to listen and speak
XiamfashioncoreX: good morrow to you soldier
joshuaxarson: and i for you and i see but a knight before me fighting his way throught this ghost city to find something to warm your heart of this col winter
joshuaxarson: old
joshuaxarson: old
joshuaxarson: cold
XiamfashioncoreX: i will fight till the end, but my wuest may be for many moons and many suns to come
joshuaxarson: may this path guide you to happiness dear friend and i shall be your shoulder and you mine to hear of our tales and advantures
XiamfashioncoreX: indeed
joshuaxarson: I shall you soon may the moon guide you on your path
joshuaxarson: goodnight | | |
| one year has past,and its even harder this time then last.... | | |
| Die young and save yourself,
I have come to think that in 3 years i will know my friends as distant memories because everyone will go to school or get jobs and that will be the end to whats left of muskegon....I doubt in three years kids will remeber the times we spent but hey i guess thats what we get for growing up.... I dont want new friends but i dont want grow up either. | | |
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